Tuesday, July 01, 2008

Blood ties

Last night i had a dream... I was telling someone that my brother is not talking to me anymore. I turned around and saw my brother sitting in a chair. I lost control and hugged my brother and started crying...

Then I woke up... Tears in my eyes... It was but a dream.

Things have not been good between me and my brother. I always thought that blood ties are stronger than anything else. We used to always rise above petty quarrels and made peace.

Just the other day, i was watching an episode of "Supernatural" on TV. It was the episode where the younger brother Sam was killed and the older brother Dean was overcame with sadness. After much thoughts, Dean summoned up the devil and made a pact with it to bring Sam back to life in exchange of his life (Dean will only get to live another year).

I was pondering if my brother would do the same for me until i realised that we ain't on speaking terms anymore. At this point... the tears came again...

With so much uncertainty in my life now... i only know 1 thing that's certain. He'll always be my brother...