Testing Times

Can't imagine that it had been 10 months since I've last blogged. This little piece of my life had somehow eluded me. So much had happened since then.

To all my female fans out there (last count was 1, inclusive of my niece), i finally got married. As usual, my dad shed a tear for me (He couldn't believe it...... I can't as well). The wedding day and the dinner went past in a flash. I couldn't remember many aspect of it except for the highlights.

I still remember and I was preparing myself for the solomization, my brother pulled me aside and said to me "You still have 5 minutes. Are you sure you want to do this?". I couldn't understand what he meant at the point of time but now, I really need to let him know that I appreciated him asking me that.

Don't get me wrong. If I went back in time and was faced with the same choice again, I would have done exactly the same thing but I have no idea how tough it would be to be living in a confined space with someone for an extend period of time. I love my wife wholeheartedly and I love her more everyday. However, some of our differences are really pushing me off the edge.

Having said that, I have to admit that a large part of the fault does lies with me as well. Perhaps it's time to change. No in the sense of changing my personality cos I don't believe in that but more in the ways that it's time for some of my bad habits to go. These are testing times my friends and I'm all geared up to take on the challenge.

This post is too long and boring and i should stop here. Just to add a final word, I want to say to 2 of my good brothers, Stoener and Donut. Thanks for your patience and advices in the recent weeks. You have no idea how much they help. Cheers bro.